New blog design!

Hey everyone! As some of you may have noticed my blog has a brand new look. In addition to my new blog design, I have come up with some new ideas for my blog posts as well. Starting soon, i'll be doing weekly video posts about how my week was, upcoming plans and events, my thoughts, new things happening in my life and more! So, instead of me writing about certain things, i'm going to talk about it on a video. I've gotten inspired by watching the REL show and I felt like that would be something fun to do and something interesting for my readers to look forward to every week. Also, I would like to start a book challenge where I read a new book each week and share my thoughts on it. Also, my readers can suggest books for me to read and then I share my review in a post. But wait, there's more! I would love it I could do a Q&A series also where you guys asked me questions in the comments and I answer them in the next post. Not that i'm such an interesting person to ask questions about but, if you have any curiosities it would be cool if I answered them in a post.

So, that's all the new news I have for you today. I hope you guys are also excited with me about my revamped blog. I'm excited about the new journey i'm going on this blog. Plus, spring is coming and for some reason it always reminds me of new beginnings.

Thanks to everyone who supports me! You guys are awesome. Luv Kammy😊❤

Pin I Found on Pinterest!

https://pin.it/v4rt4g574ggb6e

I saw this list while browsing through pinterest and I thought it was pretty interesting. Let me know if you ever done any of these things or are planning on doing it. I copied the link in this post so you can see the list more clearer.

My Thoughts Lately 🤔💬

Lately I feel like I’ve been procrastinating a lot in life. I say to myself “today I’m going to do this...” but then after awhile I end up losing that motivation or energy to do anything at the end of the day; especially after work. I have been thinking a lot about my future and how I can make positive changes to my life. I really want to live life to the fullest but at times it seems like I’m only living life halfway full and not entirely full. I get so frustrated when my choices seem to be so limited. Sometimes I fear that I may not live to see my goals being achieved. I don’t know if how long things will take for life to really take off for me. I’m already 22 and I feel like progress in my life is so little to almost none. This adulthood stage has been really difficult and stressful. I continue to pray daily that things will change in my life.

Some of my other thoughts have been about friendships. I always think about ways that I can make more friends and when I do think of something it doesn’t really ever seem to succeed. I find it hard to firstly, get a conversation started with someone and then finding ways to continue conversations. I also think about how I can take initiative without being too pushy. I don’t know at what point you should ask for someone’s phone number and then take the next step to hanging out and such. So, everyday I feel like I’m learning things the hard way. I wish I had the perfect solution sometimes to my problems. I pray and wait but often wonder if there’s something else that God wants me to do that I’m not doing. I love making new friends but oftentimes I feel as if I’m failing in that area. Like the nice people I meet or communicate with will always remain aquatintances. I don’t know if it’s me or what. But I have to believe that God has the friends he wants for me. Maybe I’ve met them already or maybe I haven’t been I have to believe that God is working on my life. Prayer and patience is the key. And I have to be thankful for the friend I do have and continue to nurture this friendship so that it can continue to grow and be healthy. I never know how God is moving, I just have to trust him. He’s always faithful and he loves us so much.


I’d appreciate any advice anyone can give me about the topics that I’ve talked about today. Prayers, encouragement and support means so much to me. I’m thankful that I’m able to express my thoughts here on this blog because it always helps me feel a whole lot better.

I’m heading into a new direction and I’m stepping into a brighter future. I know I will soon see God’s plans unveil before my very eyes. I’m ready to enjoy life and make the most of each day. I’ll do whatever it takes to reach my destination.

Love Kammy 😊💞

Songs I listen to when I need to be cheered up

Hey folks, you know, we all have those days when we just don't feel great and we just don't know how to lift ourselves up. Well, for a big portion of my life music has been my therapy or my medicine in some ways. I want to share with you some of the songs I listen to when I really need a boost or a lift.

1. Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come
2. Carrie Underwood - So Small
3. Hillsong Young & Free - End of Days
4. Downhere - Hope is Rising
5. Britt Nicole - The Lost Get Found
6. Onerepublic - I LIved
7. Michelle Branch - All You Wanted (mainly because it just sounds kind of happy and I change the meaning of the song to a somewhat spiritual meaning. Me and my sister think of it in a spiritual aspect.)
8. Phillip Phillips - Midnight Sun
9. Matt Redman - 10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord)
10. Aly & AJ - Never Far Behind
11. Lucas Grabeel - Go the Distance (yes, it's a song that was on the Disney Mania 5 cd)

There you have it! That's just a few of the songs that cheer me up but I have several. I thought this would be a fun post to get me back started since i've been M.I.A for a few weeks. Let me know what songs you listen to that usually cheers you up. Getting your feedback on my posts means a lot to me. I will try my best to post more regularly but for now, I hope you enjoy this one. I've wrote down a few good topics that i'm going to blog about, and remember, if you ever have any suggestions for a future blog post, please let me know. Don't be shy now.

That's all for now, luv ya💜💜😊

Make Everyday Count

We really do want to make a difference, but sometimes our attitudes get in the way! Today we are faced with some big issues, and our attitudes can sometimes create even more struggles for our own lives and those around us. 

That is a tiny bit of the description from Max Lucado’s Make Everyday Count. I edited the text so I can make it relateable to everyone, not just teens even though that’s who it’s geared towards, I figure that everyone wants to make each day count. This book was such a blessing to my life and it inspired me to create a blog post about how I want to make everyday count. 

1. Being more content with what I have - There are so many moments in my life where I catch myself saying ”if I only had more of this my life would be so much better.” I know many of us would like to have nice things in life like money, nice clothes, popularity, romantic partners, etc... But I also know that we shouldn't seek joy solely in these things. God knows what we need, instead of complaining every second about what I don’t have, I pray that i’ll begin thanking God for everything that he already has given me. I get so caught up in wanting my life to be like others but I don’t take enough of my time accepting what God has given me and the great ways that he’s blessing me. Everyone won't do the same things or have the same things at the same time. There's a time and a season for everything. So, here's to one more way that I can make each day count, by counting my blessings and being content. 

2. Thinking of others and/or praying for others - I'm currently reading a bible plan titled ”Praying for Others” I started this plan after thinking about how there are so many people out there that are hurting and that are lost and doesn't know Jesus. I want to begin to take time to reflect on others needs and find ways that I can help in some way. Especially those that I know and that are close to me. I believe prayer is a great start by showing care for others. I know that there are many times I wish someone could pray for me, and at those times I reach out to someone and ask for prayer. When I hear the words ”I've been praying for you” it really makes me feel good and it brings a bit of light to my situation knowing that there's people out there that truly care for you. So I want to make each and everyday count by praying for others and helping others in some way.

3. Being more joyous - I know that everyday the good Lord brings we won't automatically have a smile on our faces but, I want to at least try to be joyous and think on joyous things. I know so many people that are finding joy in their lives even though they have some kind of disability or they may have lost a loved one or maybe even have just lost their home, they aren’t jumping for up and down but they are at peace I believe and they have a good relationship with God and they can find rest in knowing that he’ll always be by their side and his promises never fail. God will hold onto his children and bring them comfort.and peace and delight even in the most difficult times.
I want to find joy just knowing that God loves me and will always be there for me. I may not have everything I need or want but I have God who will never leave me nor forsake me. I want to make everyday count by finding joy in all seasons of life.

4. Fulfilling my purpose - I want to make everyday count by working towards fulfilling my purpose in life. I feel like I have a good idea as to what I want to do with my life. I know that the passion that I have for singing and writing is there for a reason. I don’t always know exactly which way to steps to take in order to live out these dreams of mine but, I take each day as it comes. I practice my writing and singing everyday and am always seeking opportunities that God has for me that will help me grow or reach higher in the gifts and talents he’s given me. I don’t want to miss out on what God is saying to me and the great plans he has for my life. I want to keep my eyes and my heart open to whatever it is he wants me.to know. I know that there's a reason I wake up each day and that my life is not a mistake. Even though the progress seems slow at times, I know that God is going at the pace that he wants to go and that I'm in this waiting season for reasons I’ll truly be thankful for in the end of my wait. I want to make everyday count by working towards fulfilling my purpose. Because I was placed on this earth for a great reason.

5. Being open and honest - I believe me being open and honest with every person I know, I think it’ll create more healthy and fulfilling relationships. I know sometimes I hold.back some feelings and thoughts because I'm afraid of the outcome or how others may feel after I tell them this. But the bible says ”the truth will set you free” so, even though it may hurt afterward, telling the truth is always the best route. I feel that I'm honest most of the time but I always want to remind myself to be honest with this person because I truly care for them and I want them to trust me. I know that if you’re always honest with others it equals trustworthiness. I always want others to be honest with me and I want to be honest with others also. I think when someone is dishonest with me and I know they're being dishonest with me, it hurts even more. I get such a cold feeling inside when people do that to me. Then once I ask them to be upfront with me they say ”Well, I didn't want to disappoint you” but in reality, they already have disappointed me. So if I can, i’d really like to not make it a habit of disappointing others. I want to make everyday count by being open and honest with others about everything. 

6. Commit to God - I want to make everyday count by making God a top priority of my day. In the Max Lucado book, he spelled out “God” and explained what we can do to put God in our everyday lives:
G - Saturate your day with his grace.
O - Trust in his oversight.
D - Accept his direction. 

I know that if I choose to include God in my everyday life it’ll make a huge difference in how I feel and think everyday.

There’s my list! If you can come up with a list on ways you want to make everyday count, please list those things in the comments. Also, I encourage you to read Max Lucado’s Make Everyday Count. It’s a great read!

The place where I feel most like myself.

There are certain places I go to where I don't feel 100% comfortable. Sadly, my church is one of the places I don't feel like myself or feel most accepted. I guess because there's been some bad experiences i've had at church. Not bad as in me doing bad things but bad as in just not happy things. There's so many nice people that i've met there but lately i've been put off-limits with these people for reasons i'll never understand. So, being at church sometimes mean i'm being restricted and I have to avoid certain people which makes me a little sad inside. Anyway...

The place where I feel most like myself is at home of course. Because home is where the heart is. Home is a place where I "sing until my voice won't let me"
," home is a place where I mediate, relax and unwind. Home is where I have great talks with my family - and great phone conversations with my friends, home is a place where I can jump up and down to my favorite song and pretend like i'm a rockstar. So yeah, home is a great place to be. Even though I love being home, it doesn't mean that I won't become more comfortable in other places. Sometimes I actually need to get away from home and just go someplace where I can be alone. Sometimes you just need to escape a bit, but finding a place to escape is hard for me with no car of my own😦😔

So, where's a place where you feel most like you can be yourself? Or are you the type of person who can be themselves wherever you are? I love hearing youguys feedback on my posts. I know cerain topics may be hard to give feedback to but feel free to share what's on your mind whatever that may be.

I hope you guys enjoy reading my blog as much as I love writing it. That's all for now, remember believe in your dreams and never give up.

My Thoughts

So, as I told you in my last post, I posted something on instagram about "the struggle of finding friends" I just wanted to update you guys on how I feel about that now. I truly do love making new friends and when I text people it's my way of taking initiative. Sometimes my way of taking initative can probably seem pushy and that's why I get the sense that I annoy people. But, I realized that everyone may not become best friends in an instant. I've accepted the fact that some friendships have to happen more naturally. It makes me sad from time to time when I don't have many people to call or text but I know that there are a few people that I feel have potential of being my good friends. Everyday I pray about this situation and I know it's best for me to give people time. I just listened to a great podcast about finding friends. If this link works, i'd love for you guys to listen to it.http://www.boundless.org/podcast-section/2018/friend-finder-episode-521

So, my conclusion with my potential friends is: I'm going to let things happen naturally. I'll be patient with their schedules and when I don't get a response from a text right away. I'm going to always try to be a good friend. I'll take each step as they come and that mening, if we end up having great conversations, i'll build off of that and hopefully that will develop and turn into doing something fun together like having lunch or coffee and such. And of course, i'll keep praying that God will guide me in each step I take on my journey with making new friends. Also, I want to take the time to appreciate the one close friend I do have and be a better friend also.

My Best Supporters

It's so great knowing that you have someone there who will encourage you, celebrate you whether you win or lose and for just being there for you. In my life, I can proudly say that I have great supporters. I even have people supporting me in this blog that I don't even know of.

So, this may be a short post but, I just thought it would be great to take the time to show appreciation to all of my wonderful supporters out there such as, my family, my friends, my church family and more. Writing is such a joy to me and blogging is a great and fun way for me to express myself and also gives me an opportunity to write more regularly and to write on just about any topic. I have to say that sometimes I probably say too much that's on my mind. My goal is to speak what's on my mind on my blog or maybe even instagram but, I don't want anyone to be offended by what I say or anything. Sometimes I write things when i'm in a bad mindset and I probably can tend to take it out on others. Just recently I posted something on instagram about feeling like I annoy people and such. I regret posting that now beccause I was in a bad mindset and I wanted to express my thoughts but I should've thought more throughly about it I suppose. That day I felt lonely, like I didn't matter to anyone, outcast, and many other negative ways i've felt about myself. But, I apologize when I make bold post like that.

Anyway, I'm glad that I do have great people that care for me. The number of people that truly care for me may be small but, I still consider it a blessing. Seeing the number of people who just views my blog are really flattering. I'm not going to continue to complain about the numbers being low or if no one comments or contacts me regarding my blog, I'm going to continue to keep my head lifted up and be thankful for the little progress that I am making. I'm thankful to my followers, those that do comments and those that just read it. I hope that my blog brings you encouragment, joy, laughter, entertainment and some of my posts may even bring you a few tears. I pour out a lot of emotions at times on my blog and you know what? It really helps me feel better at times.

So, please forgive me when i'm not appreciative enough of the people that have supported me. Please know that it means so much to me and I look forward to the future of this blog and my writing. I've been in a really discouraging stage with my writing, growing up, and friendships. But, blogging really lifts me up just when I need it.

Luv u all. 💟😃